hurting

can’t believe it happened
can’t believe you’re gone
my heart hurts so much
i can’t sing a song
my eyes won’t open
my voice won’t speak
i’m waitin to wake up
from this awful sleep
God i don’t understand
your perfect plan
all i know is
i pray how i can
but my thoughts turn back
to what was before
wishing i can go there
instead of foward
Silly
Outgoing
Pretty
Hilarious
Inspiring
Agape
 

 

poetry

letting go of the past
holding onto the future
the seeds God has planted in me
i plan to nurture
He holds me in His hand
as i move forward
giving me the thoughts to write
as i move toward
the goals He has set for me
though obstacles my way may block
i’m made with a good stock
let the Holy Spirit
flow through me
and let my pen write these ideas
freely